Day two on plan.
Well, I had a granola bar in the car but it was that or like totally pass out.
And my jogger/rebounder/trampoline arrived today! It’s pretty hilarious.
I weighed 213.6 in my jeans this morning (I forgot to weigh myself before I got dressed, and I was almost out the door.) I should take the […]
Entries from December 2007
Weee!
December 27, 2007
Old me, new me
December 26, 2007
Full day on plan today.
I know. WHAT?
I think this is my first day on plan since, I don’t know, Halloween? November sometime?
I’m so bored with cheating–even part-time. I was feeling super sluggish and tired. Besides that there are no chocolate chip cookies in the house anymore, so what’s the point?
Everything in moderation except living
December 22, 2007
I have no appointments between now and the new year, so I changed to my 2008 calendar today. I thumbed back through the months, where I wrote my weight for each week in Saturday’s box. In the first week of January this year, I had lost just over 63 pounds.
That means, for this year, if […]
I promise I care
December 20, 2007
I haven’t journaled food or made effort to count calories in weeks. I weigh 212.
I’ve been eating anything I want, really, even spaghetti and gingerbread cookies, so long as I eat something because I want it and when I am truly hungry. Geneen Roth has taught me to eat when I am hungry and to […]
New obsessions
December 17, 2007
New mindless eating alternative: mindless adding of things to my Amazon wishlist. I can always find things I want. The only thing I might like more than eating is shopping?
Also: episodes of You Are What You Eat on my DVR every weekday. I am in love with Gillian McKeith and her ideas and crazy-talk. I […]
A [Christmas] gift and a curse
December 5, 2007
Tonight I will be sleeping in pink Hello Kitty pajamas–a woman’s size large.
…while weighing 213.
I have lots of negative things to say about myself, but…
December 3, 2007
I look smaller when I look at myself in the mirror today.
Like, “wow” smaller.
Particularly my thighs… which is just… wacky.
Maybe this happens every once in a while when you spend most of your life trying not to look at yourself…
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