Entries from October 2007

As festive as I get?

Date October 31, 2007

I am wearing my Caged t-shirt tonight, sort of in the spirit of Halloween.
(And trying to not eat any peanut M&Ms.)

I feel gross today

Date October 31, 2007

Would you believe… is it even possible… that I feel like I was in better shape 50 pounds ago than I am right now?
I am noticing the difference between, say, moving my legs and moving my body. I move parts of my body a lot these days, and it does the job, I burn calories, […]

Seeing myself

Date October 29, 2007

An obese woman walks in a street.
Well good for her, but I wonder if she knew she was the subject of a photo.
I wonder this a lot when I see “fat people” pictures and videos–mainly if […]

What I eat in secret

Date October 29, 2007

If I continued to publicly journal my food intake, I may or may not have left out the following from my extended weekend consumption:
Dreyer’s Slow Churned Light Pumpkin (in an unmeasured quantity)
Various Weight Watchers cakes (mainly chocolate and carrot)
And Glenny’s Brownies (in both plain and peanut butter)
Oh, and the donuts. Those stupid donuts.
The ice cream […]

Posting this after eating a donut

Date October 26, 2007

My brother brought Dunkin’ Donuts all the way from his home in Nevada this morning. We don’t have Dunkin’ Donuts in California, and the rumor was they’re the best donuts ever.
It was good. It was a donut so, duh, it was good. But I don’t know about the best.
I think that was the first donut […]

Week 69 (I think?)

Date October 19, 2007

I think I’m in the 69th week of my diet. If I’m not that’s pretty close.
I have another new low this week: 213.6.
3.6lbs lost since my last “official” weight taken 10/5.
107.8 lost in total.
I think my body likes to exercise.

Mentally, physically

Date October 16, 2007

Everything feels wrong… Doing everything right…
At (or under) 217 this morning. I’ve exercised four of the last five days–some more than others. I have to say, I like that when I eat extra things, I can sort of think, “Well, I’m not supposed to have this, but at least I’m still three-hundred calories in the […]

Heavy and broken

Date October 14, 2007

Kind of, anyway.
I have a broken bracket on my lower teeth. I think I broke it eating thin-crust freezer pizza (with a knife and fork, even) or maybe apple pieces earlier in the afternoon, or maybe really even, brushing with my spin-y Oral-B Vitality. My story will be the last one as I get it […]

Shocking news.

Date October 12, 2007

I exercised for the first time in forever this afternoon.
I kid you not, I think since August. The last time I remember being excited and motivated enough to move my body was the first time I reached -100lbs.
I biked 10 miles (35 minutes) and only stopped because my butt hurt. That used to happen before; […]

Yes!

Date October 11, 2007

Today my decision was yes.