Not avoidance

September 5, 2007

Day… oh I don’t know. I haven’t been talking about the diet.

I’ve been eating really well. I’ve had an extra granola bar or a few chips here and there but nothing that should keep me from losing. But I’m not losing.

Some days I wake up and am 221. Some days I am 225 again. I don’t know.

I want to weigh one-something so freaking bad. My body is not cooperating.

When I think about, it’s amazing that I was able to lose about 100lbs with no slumps in progress (except the ones I created with ice cream and cheeseburgers myself.) It’s really getting so much harder now.

I have a mini-goal of exercising three days a week, and being under 200 by Thanksgiving. On a message board I frequent I said this might have been my goal for Halloween months ago when I (along with my progress) was moving less like a snail.

But maybe.

2 Responses to “Not avoidance”

  1. cayenne.sea said:

    I’m stuck too - for the last month I’ve been kicking around the same five pounds and it’s starting to drive me completely insane. So much frustration.

    I want to be under 180 by… anytime soon. (I can’t even make a goal about it. Every time I try, I just feel like… it’s been a month, how can I put a date on something when I’ve been completely without progress?)

  2. sarah said:

    my doctor told me that i would need to do 30-60 mins of cardio, 6 - 7 days a week along with eating well. she said it could be broken down into several shorter exercises, and that it didn’t have be all at one time. that ought to get something moving. i am having a hell of a time getting started in general. i thought i was ready.

    what did you do to loose the 100lbs?

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