Self-awareness (and acceptance I guess)
August 20, 2007
I didn’t have a good eating day today. But you know that? That’s okay.
If I strive for perfection I will always fail.
I have eating goals for every day, and I want to meet them tomorrow, but more importantly, tomorrow I will not weigh myself. At all.
Sometimes it’s harder to deal with being obsessed than it is to deal with lack of caring.
I want to care, but for it not to rule my life.
Feels like I’m just begging my brain to meet me in the middle.
Stay tuned.
Posted in Just Life
August 21st, 2007 at 10:31 am
Great post and great blog. I struggle with the same thing. I’ve just started Clean Eating and am super tense because I’m obsessed. I keep reminding myself that it’s not a big deal. No obsession necessary.
August 22nd, 2007 at 10:17 am
I want to learn how to make this work without it ruling my life. Hopefully in the next 60 pounds I’ll get there. I don’t think I can live this way forever. I’d go nuts.